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Thinking out - words

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 21:03:00 -0500

Hope. Dreams. Muse. Inspiration. Happiness. Achievement. Knowledge.
Very nice words to have in vocabulary.
What about having, experiencing, repeating, feeling them?

What is your dream? The biggest one?
For what reason you feed your hope? Motivation or getaway?
What challenges may weaken you?
Where do you get your motivation from?

Can all you want/ love now, make it with you till the end? in your dreams, at least??

Reality. Challenge. Wake-up. Communication.
Self-awareness. Confidence. Perfection. Future.

Good-to-remember words.

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Wed, 19 Sep 2012 20:28:00 -0400

old town

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 18:46:44 -0400

old town

Slugs on a tree

Wed, 05 Sep 2012 07:52:00 -0400

Slugs on a tree

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Sun, 02 Sep 2012 14:32:00 -0400

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Wed, 29 Aug 2012 19:15:00 -0400

I am a damn melancholic.

Wed, 29 Aug 2012 00:51:00 -0400

ben daha ziyade aşklı düşünmüştüm her günü. sevgili olurdu her gün diye geçiyordu aklımdan. sapık bir melankoliklik de olmalıydı sanki azıcık; çiçeğe kuşa aya ve güneşe. ben sanmıştım ki her sabah uyanıp gerinirim pencereden dışarı doğru, ve kahvaltımı hazırlamadan bir tıngırtı açar huzur dolarım. her sabah güvenebileceğim bir frekans bile bulmak zormuş radyoda. bir de evden çıkmak için can atacağım bir uğraşım olur sanıyordum. bir iş, meşgale… kendimi kendi yatağıma bile her gece ait hissedemeyeceğimi bilmiyordum.

it used to be a draft

Wed, 29 Aug 2012 00:47:00 -0400

İnsana göre denizdir kıyı, denize göre kara. sularla kaplı olduğumuzu düşününce, kıyı başladığı yer karanın. ya da bittiği yer denizin. insanla ilgisi olmaması kıyının, karanın, denizin; susatıyor insanı, denize…

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Sat, 25 Aug 2012 08:45:00 -0400

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Tue, 21 Aug 2012 16:42:00 -0400

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Mon, 20 Aug 2012 03:45:00 -0400

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Sun, 19 Aug 2012 01:52:00 -0400

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Sat, 18 Aug 2012 02:12:00 -0400

song of the day.

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 02:51:00 -0400

song of the day.

I walk alone demek için

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 18:35:00 -0400

I walk alone demek için

You loved once, twice? I know you remember the ones you said I love you. But I don’t. I loved...

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 17:46:33 -0400

You loved once, twice? I know you remember the ones you said I love you.

But I don’t. I loved too many times. I remember too many faces. I know too many names. I regretted as many as I pleased.

How can I handle your unbroken purity?

the fact that I have no future plans, doesn’t mean I do not know how to plan. When the clouds...

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 17:35:00 -0400

the fact that I have no future plans, doesn’t mean I do not know how to plan. When the clouds are above, when the sky seems dark, when I pray to feel the smell of the soil on my throat, for me it is inescapable to dream about the rain.

I love the rain.

If it falls on a spring day, around noon, then comes a rainbow, it is more lovely for me too.

When was the last time I saw the rainbow? I was too little to remember the day.

So, the fact that I do not have future plans, actually means, I let the nature plan for me.

So, You’re telling me that your going outs are only for socializing? Hanging out with dozens...

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 17:23:00 -0400

So, You’re telling me that your going outs are only for socializing? Hanging out with dozens of people, constantly, doesn’t mean anything more to you? And you have never regretted for something during those hanging outs?

And you want me to believe in you, from our beginning day, that you don’t care about the world out there but me.

And you know how to control yourself, how to be a part of friendships that lasts years and years, without any strong feelings to them, without attachments.

You, may see yourself stronger than me. You, may actually be strong enough to let people come and go as you want. Or, you may be the one that wants to be a part of that crowd.

I have truths in my life. I have beliefs. I have friends, some strong ones. I have a relationship shape on my mind. I have some definitions for limits, some for understanding.

This is not a power game, I know. But, my mind can’t get your understanding of faith and being together.

Is it another excuse my mind creates to get rid of you? No clues of you deceiving me, I have. Why the hell should I trust you blindly?

self-made tray with a wall-paper

Mon, 23 Jul 2012 08:37:00 -0400

self-made tray with a wall-paper

balcony view - afternoon at alexandroupoli

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 05:44:00 -0400

balcony view - afternoon at alexandroupoli